And getting enraged at the pervasive utter dearth of urgency I was seeing.
Also I’m recommending one dude get fired. It gives me no pleasure, he keeps doubling down on the terrible behavior to the point where he is actively impeding progress to an extent that finally outweighs the value of the his positive contributions. I’ve been workouts around him for two moths now. I’m at a loss. I just don’t see any other way.
Maybe you could celebrate your birthday on a different day this year so that you can take some time for yourself and really enjoy it.