Every time my brain is telling me it will last forever, even though it will really only be a few hours. But they feel like an eternity. Don’t really have anyone to talk to about it (My therapist on Monday, but it’s always hard to get going on those convos). No need for sympathy, buy ill take some positive encouragement if anyone has any to spare.
Yeah, halved the dose and then maybe a week on both old and new. My Psych guided me and all that, it’s still tough. Things will be much easier once my living situation improves.
This is kind of a big piece. I don’t even remember how many medications I’ve tried, enough that both psych docs consider it treatment-resistant. At the same time, I’ve got plenty to be depressed about. So it’s been a string of “really can’t tell if this is working,” with one very clear exception that unfortunately came with untenable side effects.
Best of luck moving forward, shit’s hard. If nothing else, remember that you’re not alone.