I went through a period where we experimented a lot before finding what works for me. Whether weight gain, insomnia, or (this was cataclysmic) quick enragement, it was all hell. It sucks. It’s temporary. Whether this is the right script or you need to keep trying, eventually you’ll get there. I never expected to be as happy and emotionally well as I am today. Maintain hope. It might take longer than you want, but you can get to a better place.